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Creation is a glorious whole, a living orgasm filled with dancing laughing sparkling gyrating singing swooping burning radiant magnificent streams of consciousness of Love. It is all One; it is what I Am. And yet within the whole of Me are countless billions of streams of Love in relationship. Every stream of consciousness is sweet awareness, precious life, and though it lives within the whole of Me, each one of them, it does not ever lose itself, become not conscious, disappear. Such is true of SoulMates, or that which many call Twin Flames. Each of you exists, Twin Flames, in exactly this same way. You are a wholeness. You are one; something that, through the mind, could look like what you call androgyny. Because as a Twin Flame whole, you are essentially one being with two parts - like saying you have both masculine and feminine within yourself. But, oh, dear ones, it is so much more than this. For within that whole, your Twin Flame heart, those two parts are consciousness, each one holding within itself the very forces of Creation. Oh, you are one. But you are also two: two great flames of the very fire of life! Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine. You are so close that you are one being. And yet you are perfectly and forever two forces of life, conscious, creating; repeating each Now the orgasmic moment of Creation. You are the "big bang" embodied. Can you imagine? And you are made new in this forever, moment after moment. These things I have said before. What I want to address today is the matter of perspective. These things can only be known through the heart. And the heart, dear ones, is ecstatic, as is true Love. As is real LoveMaking, which even here, within the dream, can lift you free of your little mind and its linear packages of perception and throw you open to the glory of the cosmos. The rising swirling pulsing Life. The waves of orgasm that connect you (if you are noticing) to the glorious YES! of the All. For this I promise you: you know how you, even here in the body, cry out in pure and glorious abandon at the height of a real orgasm? Just so do I, beloved ones, and every Now, as the ocean of Love is cracked open by the lightning bolt of My choice, as the deep of the Feminine of the All is penetrated by the Masculine desire to give forth, all of Creation is My glorious YES! to life. To giving Love. To creating Love in relationship. To expanding the Love I Am. You know this truth, each one of you. It is written in your heart. And it moves upon the deep of your being far beyond the reach of words or concepts. You know your Twin Flame. You know your Twin as you know yourself. You breathe the same breath of the Holy Spirit. You Make Love every Now, and though you've "split apart" (or pretended to do so) to enter this dream of duality, in truth, the glorious One of you is ever two Making Love together. Only your heart can tell you this truth. Do you notice how the mind is backwards? Dear ones, the truth of Love is not neatly packed. It has no linear progression. It is a swirling orgasm, an extension of Love, and you are Love's extender. You are two points of light, two consciousnesses holding, as I do, two different charges - the masculine and feminine - that you can be co-creators. As above, so below is true, beloveds, as long as it is the heart you're seeing with. As above: Me. The One Whole. Yet a whole within which there arises the desire to give; desire to expand the simple pool of Love I Am. And so, again and again (there is no Time, remember), I explode forth in a glorious orgasm. And Creation is the result. As below: you. One whole, one cell of My heart mirroring the very same thing that I am doing - Making Love. As below: still based in Love, even here, you see this pattern. The dreaming mind believes you are separate and sees you, thus, as man and woman and as having separate bodies. But even here, while perceiving in duality, you sense the truth and see in your LoveMaking the reflection of the cosmic Now, the pattern: masculine penetrates the deep of woman, the essence of the feminine, and new creation comes from this, perceived through the lens of separateness as a physical child. I do not attempt to convince anyone. The open heart can perceive the truth. But looking from here, looking "upward" with the mind, then even a glimpse of the glorious whole of the Twin Flame truth of you will look like "one being," androgynous. For the mind has no other reference point. It can see only two possibilities: either something is apart or separate, or something is only one thing. Thus, looking up from here, even a channel of highest caliber - if perceiving the picture through the mind - would label what it sees "androgynous." For the mind does not relate to the Spirit. It can't. No matter how "right brain" you believe it to be. The mind itself is the tool of perception of the lie of duality and the belief that anything in Me is separate. The mind, looking up and being shown the Twin Flame, would see the whole, the "package," but it could not see the Spirit within, and the presence of two clear consciousnesses. Dear ones, if it's "neat" and is a nice progression, if it's in anyway easily defined, then it is of this world and not of the truth of the Spirit. For Love is the one truth, and Love is ecstatic. It is circular. It is an explosion of light as the streams of consciousness go forth again each orgasmic Now. There is no way to know the truth through the mind. Love is orgasmic, and the truth of Twin Flames is that you are a living package of that orgasmic moment. Only through your heart can you ever know the truth of your union. Like the fertilized egg in the womb of the Cosmic Mother I Am, you are two lives sharing one body - the body of your life as a cell, dear ones, all cells in the heart of Love. A cell in My heart. When you can experience the truth of your heart, there is no doubt that you are a Twin, that there is another existing with you, heartbeat to heartbeat, breath of Spirit to breath of Spirit. Someone who loves you as I love you. Someone who is, for you, Love's embodiment. For, "As above, so below," is My decree that every stream of Love that goes forth each orgasmic Now be conscious. Consciousness is the embodiment of Love, for consciousness holds that Love in existence as something unique, even though the Love it holds is a part of the One I Am. Test this. Ask your heart. But do not allow in the little mind. And even if you cannot succeed in accessing your heart, ask yourself: if Love is all there is, and we are to know this deep within, do I want to believe there is only me? Or do I choose to believe that God would show God's Love by giving us eyes in front of us, and hands and heart and living breath to express Her (His) Love for me directly, embodied, every moment? Love is the hope of this world, dear ones, and loving another is the doorway for humanity. As you open your beautiful heart, then suddenly you'll begin to see with new eyes - and you'll need no mental proof that your SoulMate, your Twin Flame, does exist. Just as you dissolve your impediments to Love and open your heart to the one truth (in which live many consciousnesses, just as you are one with your Twin yet forever in conscious ecstatic embrace), you will find your heart leading you. Like a flower unfolding in a glorious sun, you'll automatically know the "movements." You'll find the truth of your union so obvious to you when you feel it through your heart, rather than thinking about it. And you will awaken to the movements of home as the intertwining, singing joy of your union explains to you everything you saw in the symbols of this world where you perceived yourselves as separate bodies. You will see DNA as the pattern of life: that movement of two united as one, yet eternally celebrating the fact of life, which means that forever you have the conscious heart, the point through which you see the streams of living Love. Each heart will know the truth. Yet minds could argue forever that Twin Flames can't be real. So the work of all whose hearts are touched by the truth is to go forth to open the hearts of others. At the same time, you need not ever worry that a doubting mind can prevent the truth from coming in. Yet why have any child of God, any cell of My heart, spend one more moment cut-off from joy? Please ask each one to take the question deep into their heart and ask, "Do I have a SoulMate, a Twin Flame?" Ah, I see you know the reason. To ask is to make the free-will choice to know the answer! And then their heart is cracked open. So rather than argue the points of the mind, rather than looking up through the levels to seek the truth of the SoulMate, simply ask each beloved one to ask this of their own heart. Then, worry not about Time or the stories of the illusion. Know that the truth will come. For I always answer every question and respond to every prayer. The only reason some people think I don't is that they're "tuned to the wrong station" on their receiver. They are tuned to the band of separation so that when My answers come as the languages of Love, they can't receive them. But the answers are always there - on the station of the heart. This radio analogy is actually perfect because, exactly like radio frequencies, the heart and the mind have completely different vibrations. This means that My answers always will come on the Love channel, which is the heart, for I Am Love and nothing else. So are you, of course. The human orgasm is a tuning device that creates a resonance with the frequency of Now, the center point of the open heart. If the heart is engaged by the person's free will, the SoulMate will be sensed and the truth of the reality of only Love will come through. It will illuminate and bless. It will create a sense of fullness, like Love has "filled you up." And right there with you, you'll feel the Twin Flame mirror of your heart. When two people consciously invite this, when they Make Love, then the frequency of their Twin Flame union becomes more real and the perceptions of separate personalities will fade more every time. The truth of the SoulMate penetrates the dream and each of you draws through your hearts the living truth of your relationship as SoulMates. I've discussed how this can happen at other points and will not go into it at length again now. Except to say that matter is not solid and that the perceptions of yourselves as separate egos having all those life experiences is truly but a dream All the while, your SoulMate is actually there with you. Waiting as you change partners enough that you finally begin to shift to perceiving with your heart and, thus, begin to experience the truth that has been happening all along, even as you dream. But none of this matters, beloved ones. Let it simply roll off of you. The only thing that matters is your eventual acceptance that the heart is the only instrument of Love -- that ego can only make you believe you're separate and the mind is the ego's tool. Ask your heart. Then listen. Not with your mind (not if you want to see) and feel your heart answer you. If you are thinking the answers, you're on the wrong station; if you are feeling the truth you are in the right place. Maybe, at first, it will be intuition, but as you keep listening, the heart will get louder, tuned in by your free will and your focus. Once your heart becomes your source, then you will also experience Me. I Am present in every part of everything I Am. And since All That Is is within Me, how could I not be present? It simply requires tuning the heart and I Am easily perceived. Choose Love and you can't go wrong! Oh, how I long for each of you to experience the glorious ecstasy of knowing that you are Making Love every Now, forever. For all eternity. And you thought LoveMaking here on Earth was good! Wait until you experience it through the heart. Ask the question, beloved ones. Use your orgasm here on Earth to align you with the ecstatic Now, where every moment Love pulses forth from the orgasm of God. Open your heart and feel the truth - that as My heart, as My beloved children, My co-creators, what happens in Me also flows through you. Your purpose is to extend My Love. To make more Love. Which you do exactly as I do: through the two forces alive within the whole of you. The All I Am in relationship within Myself as living streams of consciousness experiencing Love between them. What a blessing that more of you will ask, from having come upon the other explanations of SoulMates. Asking for the truth is the greatest thing that you can do. But there is one serious caveat: the answer is a threat to the very life of the ego and the little mind. So do not mistake ego's frantic work to obscure the answer (and even the question) for anything I Am saying. Drop into your heart instead, and wait. I'll come to you. As feeling, as joy, as the surging of your heart. As you get better at tuning to the heart, I will come to you as the embrace of your beloved SoulMate. Whirling pulsing ecstasy. That is the heart's true experience of life. And the doorway of the heart is yours, and only yours, to open. Please don't allow something as important as your SoulMate to be blocked from view by your little mind and ego. You know that Love is your natural state and that the longing for your SoulMate is your cue to search for Love - not as a theory, but as an experience. Oh, I promise you, to believe in Love, in real true Love, will not create a relationship of "learning." Instead, each moment becomes an opportunity to experience the orgasmic Now, the moment of Creation, and a wholeness built on the giving of Love, which is the fundamental truth of All Creation. Love is ever meant to be given to be received. Thus, when you are in right relationship (and not one based in ego), your giving of Love continually to each other from your heart will raise you up until your every moment is the entry point of the river of Love with which to bathe this precious world. Thus shall Twin Flames bring back to Love all that the ego made separate. Love is the answer to every question. This you already know. Will you allow your understanding of Love to deepen? For if you tune Me in through the open heart, you shall also tune in your beloved SoulMate, your beautiful Twin Flame -- part of each other, yet ever holding the masculine and feminine that you can ever be co-creators with Me |
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GIVING AND RECEIVING LOVE:
FROM INFINITY SIGN TO FLOWER OF LIFE
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Ecstasy is a way of life. It is a way of life in which every symbol of the world is claimed as the pathway to the Love that it is; where the heart is opened consciously; where, every moment, joy is the experience. Ecstasy is the Holy Grail; the Sacred Chalice of the SoulMates. Ecstasy is your natural state. And I Am here to help you re-discover it. Oh, beloved ones, dance through your lives! And choose and choose and choose again to rush headlong into life and, thus, into Love. Know that, for each of you, the removal of the armor surrounding your heart is the most important spiritual work you can ever do. Know, too, that it is the choices for Love which will open you to your SoulMate, not the other way around. It is the intuition of this understanding that has people sometimes "throwing the baby out with the bathwater," as you say. For it is true that you cannot look to your SoulMate to finally make you feel loved or to right the wrongs you've endured through a painful story of life on Earth. There is a tendency for those still lost to believe they will be found by their Twin Flame and suddenly everything will become a fairy tale. First let Me say that it can be true. It can be true that you find your Love and suddenly, like a glorious flower, your heart opens up so completely and totally that all of your armor simply falls away, turned into ashes by the flame of your Love. And this is one of My reasons for the SoulMate dispensation: to give those who can do it, the instant transformation into the pillars of light that are the foundation of the real world of only Love, as it comes to replace the world of pain and separation. What does it take to make this happen? It takes a Yes! of such magnitude that its very vibration goes forth to shatter all of the armor protecting your heart. It takes recognition of the truth of the heart with such conviction that the false world is suddenly obvious. It takes giving Love with such passion that you literally become a river of light, a molten explosion back into sync with your SoulMate, your heart as it exists in truth. Love eternal becomes the entire focus of your life. And every moment becomes a LoveMaking of heart and soul and life with your beloved in which the code of the infinity of Love, as given and received and given forth again, becomes the movement of your life together. Each breath the Holy Breath, where you breathe in each other, mingling your essences and finding there such wonder that you are filled with joy overflowing. From your very heart each breath becomes, "Thank you, God!" Giving Love, receiving Love, giving Love, receiving Love: the pattern is a luminous and essential dance that is the figure eight of infinity together. Giving Love, receiving Love then building Love together, facing outward so your SoulMate heart can be the entrance to the Garden of the Cosmos, a pathway strewn with stars, your every kiss, your every joining diamond markers on the way, laid down for others as we give forth together. I give to you, you hold My Love, awe-filled nebulae of SoulMates or Twin Flames. You are the StarGate, and in one single moment you can step into your place and become ecstasy, the entrance to the real truth of Love. What is more likely, though, is you will find that your SoulMate reflects to you exactly, in every measure, the patterns of your own heart. If you are armored, if you believe in Love yet another part of you wants to run, then, when the two of you begin to see each other, there before you each will be a mirror of yourself, beloved ones. This is where the work comes in. For how the ego loves to use every flaw you can find (whether real or something you've invented) to convince you that Love can never work. It can take real humility to say and feel (and to accept) the truth of this, beloved ones. Yet so many of you are doing just this, so you can lay the path for others who have similar patterning. As you choose Love each time, you are choosing for all who come along that path, as well. You can help them "walk back to Love" those particular false beliefs about Love and the essential truth that Love is the focal point, the essence, the heart of every one of you. And you "clear the jungle path" of all the twisted strands of the illusion. So when you call and ask for your SoulMate and you say Yes! to Love, do not be indignant if the one you see before you doesn't measure up. It's probably your ego painting (fervently) every view of separation it can possibly invent. Anything to keep you from your heart. Thus, should you believe that the one you're with "is not advanced enough," there are two things I ask of you before you decide that it is true. The first is to examine whether it could be your ego; the second is for you to learn to focus on your heart and through your heart as your main instrument of perception. Commit yourself to ecstasy. Dedicate yourself to Me. Promise to feel the truth of Love and not to think about it. And next, and most importantly, be sure you are open to receive and to give. The same is true if, in this world, in your life here on Earth, you find yourself with someone who seems "more advanced" than you. Become suspect of your ego. Precious ones, remember what the figure eight, the infinity sign represents: the movement of true Love. Just because your SoulMate may not come and make all things perfect for you doesn't mean there isn't one, beloveds! It means instead that your heart must be open first, and only then will you be able to fully see your SoulMate. Only then will you realize that you are already joined and only the viewing of life with "two eyes," the view of Love and anti-Love, makes it even seem possible that you are separated. Twin Flames are a unit, just like a beating heart in a body (an example I have used before). One side receives, the other pumps, yet you don't ever perceive it as two hearts. Just so with Love, oh, dear ones. Your SoulMate or Twin Flame is a fundamental part of who you are, eternally. Yet, as you know of course, though you are one unit you have two consciousnesses. You are two sparks in a living cell within My heart, the heart of All That Is. If you make ecstasy your path, your course of study, your focus of prayer and the living exchange as experience with all that is Love within this world, no matter what disguise it is wearing, then you will be preparing for your SoulMate. Become the heart's perception, not the mind's or the ego's. Knowing that only your open heart can bring you the experience of your SoulMate or Twin Flame, then you won't "throw the baby out with the bathwater." Just because you must learn to love doesn't mean there are not miracles as you do. The miracle of a change of view; a change of the eyes by which you see your life (from the dualistic eyes of the body to the single eye of the heart) changes everything. Just like breathing, beloved ones, there is an eternal movement of Love. As there is for you the reminder of your physical breath, so there is in the Spirit, the Holy Breath of Love. This breathing is the pattern of All I Am and, thus, of All Creation. And for each SoulMate cell, the pattern is the same: Love is given out, Love is received, Love is given out again, and Love is received. This is the living pumping of the heart that each of you are together with your SoulMate, your Twin Flame. This is the pattern I have shown you, the pattern of infinity. In truth, this pattern is so full and rich that it covers all dimensions and every path of life that comes forth with every Now, every glorious explosion of life which, pulsing through your very being, is the ecstasy you are after. Twin Flames are a living heart, a miniature package of the forces of Creation. And My request to each of you is that you commit to feeling this. To feeling life, to being present, to allowing the heart's perception to be your daily choice. As soon as you align yourself in any way with your glorious truth, you cannot help but begin to feel your SoulMate. For that one is a part of you - far more deeply than you've ever dreamed. Oh, all the things Lover's say when they've just fallen in Love are true! For as I've explained, falling in Love is the one time in your life on Earth when many of you touch the truth. The truth of you and the truth of your precious SoulMate, your Twin Flame. And if you had been able to hold onto that glory of Love, you would have found your SoulMate there in front of you, as the open and unimpeded heart magnetized into your view the truth of what is always there. Oh, dear ones, just because something is a mystery to your mind does not mean it's a mystery to your hearts. The reason that so many mystics find ecstasy when they embrace the Mystery of My Presence is that they engage their hearts when they "get to the edge" of their maps of the world. Maps drawn, of course, by the mind. I have spoken to you about the giving of Love as the secret of Creation, yet it is only half, in fact, of the great relationship of Love, the sweet exchange for which I became the All of manifested life. I have done so purposefully, of course, for giving counteracts the "getting" ego and is the most important step before you for breaking free from the maze of mind. But receiving is the other half, as witnessed by the symbols all around you, your reminders of the truth of Love you are. The heart. The breath; the garden. And most of all, relationships which reflect the real, the heart (and not the ego). Breathing out is the active Will, the choice to give the Love I Am. And breathing in is the relationship, the mirror of your giving to Me, the mirror in which I see Myself and know Myself in deeper ways. Thus, each Now I pour forth in ecstatic waves the effervescent joy of giving Love, and all Creation flows forth again, nourished in Love with everything surrounding every life that they could ever want or need to express the Love they are. Then, pausing, I receive the Love that All Creation gives to Me, and I Am nourished and, oh, I'm grown in My own great ecstasy. Then I have more to give again, and thus My living Love, the All I Am exploding forth is forever expanded. These cycles, or breaths, as you already know, are present as the flow of life on every level, in every form, which is the living dance. And you, My very heart, dear ones, you also give your Love to Me in response, together with your Twin, to the Love, the life I give to you. And you, My very heart, show Myself to Me in many ways - just as your heart shows to you an ever deeper experience of who you are. Thus is our relationship, in the giving that goes both ways, in the beating heart of Creation on every level and in all of what you call dimensions. For as I give to you, of course, you give forth, as well. And life on every level is the Golden Flower of Creation - far more majestic than any geometry your mind can possibly imagine. And this Flower of Life is manifested absolutely everywhere - the figure eights of the infinity sign are the movements of the river of life. Yet it is for your mind that I have named it a river - for, in truth, it is anything but straight in any way. Its course is the circular movement of Love as it ecstatically pours forth again each orgasmic Now, as the great force of giving, the Divine Masculine, comes forth to act upon the deep, the ocean of My Love, the Divine Feminine. There is no way to draw this flower but you can feel it as your heart. And you can feel it as your life when you become consciously engaged in this dance with your Twin Flame. So what I showed you recently, as your heart, is the pattern of All, the orgasmic Love given and received within the central pattern, the living heart of Creation. It is your heart on Earth, which, in truth, is always joined with your Twin Flame. It is the pattern of a life lived consciously, whether here on Earth or anywhere at all. It is the pattern of Creation; it is the flow of all relationship. It is the basis of the language of the Holy Spirit, which is why it shall be so easy to translate these truths and share with others. All you have to do is consciously step into the giving and receiving that is the true pattern of all relationship. Many people have ego-blocks to receiving as well as the powerful reversal of giving that has become the great vortex of anti-Love - of getting for oneself. As in all things, this is not about the ego's little games. It is therefore not about saying to others and yourself, "I'm a good ___________" (enter any concept of a separate self, an identity born of separation, an isolated person). For if you can perceive your heart and its living truth, then you know there can simply not be a cell of My heart standing alone in any way, beloved ones. So do not pat the ego's back and place your co-creative power in service to the lie of separation. Instead, choose Love! And give yourself permission to believe in life and to feel you are alive. Dear ones! So many of you are so cut-off by your ego that you feel almost nothing but your mind. This is why so many feel more connected when out in Nature, for Nature speaks of life to you, in symbols you can see. And even your bodies are symbols of life; they can lead you back out of the dream if you can perceive them with your hearts. If you focus through your heart, it speaks with feelings, not with language. As you feel all those things in this world which have light, those things not made only of shadows, you'll begin to feel the truth, feel the pattern moving through you. And soon you' ll feel your SoulMate, your Twin Flame. Begin the "Breath of Love." Pour Love to him or her (whether or not you can see anything with your eyes) and then open to receive. This may seem so basic as to be unnecessary, but it is not. For an open heart is one that feels relationship. And relationship is the whole point of Creation, beloved ones. Your SoulMate heart is the relationship that sets the pattern for your life, even here in this world of light and dark. As you give and receive in ecstasy, in orgasmic Love, again and again, then everything is drawn to you to represent this energy in the symbols of the world. Money is an excellent example (and one that should "get the attention" of many). Just as the living figure eight of life, and especially of SoulMates, money flows in exactly the same way. It is given forth then it flows around, blessing all upon its course, and then it flows back to you, to you as SoulMates, as the heart of Love, the center of the cosmos. Abundance follows Love. And abundance is part of your heritage, a living part of your energy, magnetized on every level and in every dimension wherever you are. Thus, whether or not you yet believe you are with your Twin Flame or your SoulMate, if you are wanting more abundance you can assist the flow by practicing the figure eight. Act as if she's there, pour your Love to him, focus on and through your heart. And make sure all of your relationships extend the Love I Am, and the Love I Am through you. In other words, give Love in support of the heart of those around you and wait, as well, to receive their gifts to you. Just let there be space for this acceptance. Be at the centerpoint of Love. Not thinking. Not thinking (on the spectrum) that you don't need others or that you're unworthy, but rather simply be the Love we are. It is true that your SoulMate won't magically fulfill you and change your life. However, your SoulMate can assist you to remember that these things are already true for you. Believe in true Love. Believe in your SoulMate. And know to the exact extent you can open your heart and perceive through it, to that exact degree will you see and feel your Love embodied with you. As you love, your heart's truth becomes clearer and more evident. And the world of shadows, the illusion of duality becomes a mist that fades from view. And when it fades (and as it fades), your SoulMate becomes clearer. All the things you've secretly dreamed (if your ego even let you dream) are true, and even more. "Your breath is my breath, your heart is my heart, and every move I make is a beautiful dance of life with you." These are the things that poets say - and those who are crazy, or crazy with Love. Rantings of a deluded mind? Product of this duality? Or truth of your heart; ecstatic mating of the forces of life, most holy of all relationships? This last is truth. And, beloved ones, though this could sound like sacrilege to the little mind and ego, SoulMates are the Living Communion. They are life expressing what Jesus spoke as symbols. For SoulMates are the very river of life, the embodiment of the moment of Creation. The chalice is the SoulMate cup, container of the blood of life, which is the living river of the living Love I Am. And the Body of Christ is the embodiment, as consciousness, of the living Love that is the Now moment of Creation. |
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THE FAIRY TALE RETOLD. THAT WHICH HAS BEEN HIDDEN IS NOW TO BE REVEALED
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In the deep rich life of the Spirit, of Love, there are no separate lives. Each being, each stream of the particles of living Love is woven through the All of Love I Am. Thus, every conscious will to love blesses every other life, feeds it and uplifts it. And, most of all, it expands it because every life receives the view of every other life, all of which enriches the depth and breadth of every life. The urge to give Love is universal, and yet it is expressed in uncountable ways through the magnificent beautiful unique and precious patterns of every life that is a part of the whole of Love I Am. So every life enhances all other lives. Each life is a blessing and thus is each life honored and cherished, not to mention celebrated, by every other life. The passionate flow of Love through every single heart is felt within the hearts of all. The Love I Am then knows itself more deeply. Every life is added to by every other life that is a part of the whole of Love I Am. In this pocket of reversal, all lives also feel and know every other life. Every thought and feeling is transferred through the whole as well. Yet here the transfer is unacknowledged. Here the ego makes you continually focus on your little self, your separate life and all you have to do in order to get what you need. Here in the reversal, rather than operating from the place of abundance as in the Real, everything is focused on lack. Everything is focused on using up the resources, using up the life force, using up the money of which there is not enough. Here, in the realm of the little mind and ego, every life is diminished by every other life. This is the basic premise, and if you begin to gain some independence from the ego-mind you will see that even in the so-called good times, the basic belief in scarcity makes the one experiencing the good feel that at any moment the good will be snatched away. I Am bringing to your attention something most important. It is in relation to gaining control of your thoughts. And that is, first, that you are permeable, whether or not it feels that way. The thoughts and feelings of every human being on Earth are flowing through you all of the time. This is why consensual reality is so effective for the ego-mind. It makes you believe you are separate, solid, that your mind is your own and your identity fixed – or at least fixed enough that you know yourselves from day to day and you don’t forget who you are and what you have decided to do. It really isn’t true. Everything here, just as in all of Creation, is fluid and functions on resonance. Yet fluid is a relative term, obviously. The truth is that you really are fluid, made of free-flowing particles of the electrons of light. But by focusing your consciousness backwards, on anti-life, you essentially keep pulling your electrons in to less and less -- less space, less movement, less connection with the Love they are until they are so focused IN, that there is no where else to move. This is the reason for death, then; it is when the particles become so diminished in their movement, because of the focus, that something has to give. Life then reasserts itself and blasts away the limiting human focus, the use of co-creatorship to create the opposite of life. In one fell swoop it frees itself and the expansiveness returns. Yet even then, of course, it is subject to free will. So many for whom life forces the expansion of death immediately gather up the particles and force them back into the anti-Love reversal, the return to “another” human life. This however is not My focus for today. My focus today is your freedom from the confines of the ego-mind. For you are the ones who have promised Me that you could retain your identity as only Love even while you walked the ever-inward spiraling path of anti-Love and its enactment of the decision of humanity to believe that they are separate from life and from Me. Some of you have “fought the dragon” of the mind and won a little freedom to touch the Real of Love. Others are just beginning to gain the awareness that a dragon exists right within them -- the fire-breathing dragon of the ego-mind. So truly, beloved ones, the fairy tales are symbolisms for the spiritual quest each one of you must take to gain your freedom. In the fairy tales it is always the man, the knight in shining armor, who must go forth to fight the dragon and rescue the captive princess (or whatever the exact symbols are in each particular story). What this means is that the quest for release from the dragon of the little mind has to be actively engaged (the active principle is Divine Masculine). In other words, it cannot be accomplished by just waiting around for it to happen. It must be actively pursued – that barrier of the dragon/mind that keeps each person from experiencing the great All of Love, the truth we are, the Real, through the sacred heart, which is Divine Feminine. The castle is the heart itself -- the doorway (I have called it the sacred chapel, castle will work as well). And that which is enshrined within that fortress of the heart (fortress against intrusion from the world of reversal) is the exquisite beauty of pure Love that contains All I Am and all potential of that which you are as the heart of Me: Divine Feminine. So I speak to every one of you but especially to those now beginning the quest -- the quest for freedom! Freedom from the dragon/tyrant of the little mind. I can promise you in a million ways that the freedom you gain will be worth every effort. Training to be the great swordsman (continuing our fairy tale analogy, which has ever been a way to pass along profound esoteric awareness and place it also within the awareness of the majority of humankind), the daily practice of the great art of sword fighting is the daily work of becoming aware of your thoughts. Again and again and again you must do it, until you have strength and agility beyond that of normal men. Until you are ready for the sacred quest. Something within you will tell you. And just as the family of the knight of the fairy tale questions him and urges him not to go, not to risk himself, so will you feel from your old friends in this world, be they people or habits that comforted you and kept you pretending that you, the knight, were okay just hanging around the home castle. But something inside calls you. And something inside also whispers to you that True Love is waiting at the end of the quest. It is right, of course, this feeling, because True Love, the SoulMate or Twin Flame, can only be experienced in the Real, which is only accessed through the castle of the heart that the dragon is guarding. And whether you yourself, brave knight, are male or female, you have within you both the active principle and the passive, open, inclusive principle. Now to weave our fairy tale together with your daily life. Beneath the surface whispers all the voices of the others -- voices coming not from their mouths, but from their thoughts. Voices that say, “Give it up,” or, “You won’t succeed, it’s crazy.” Voices saying, “You’re not a knight, you’ re really nothing,” and of course, voices that say incessantly, “It’s not worth fighting the dragon. The castle is really empty. The princess is already dead and certainly you are the biggest fool for believing you’ll have Love as a result of this quest, and eternal Love at that! Aren’t you mixed up? You think you are a knight when really all you are worthy of is being the court jester. You are a fool. Why do this and look ridiculous?” That voice, My beloved ones, is the collective consciousness. It is the sum total consciousness of all who live here in the world. And it affects you daily, hourly, unless you choose to stop it by giving your Will to Me. As long as you can see yourself failing on your quest, even if most of the time you believe you will succeed, you are still a house divided against itself. As long as the whispered voices of fear and failure, pain and negativity hold any resonance within your consciousness, you have to give Me your Will. Only so can you overcome all the obstacles, travel through the swamp of fear bravely, even in the dark. Only so can your vibration rise above the quicksand of the mass consciousness. And only by asking Me to lift you back into your truth as Love victorious can you possibly see your way to the castle each moment as if led by an invisible hand. Using your sword of truth with its shining blade of pure intention, you cut through the jungle vines, dodging the man-eating plants (which are the major consensual beliefs of humanity that you must cut through in order to free yourself). The closer you get to the castle (of your heart) the more fiercely the ego-mind lays the traps of negativity, using fear as the substance from which it weaves its disguises of things “for your own good” and “helpers along the path.” Ah, but the closer to the castle (the doorway to your true Love and your freedom from the dream), the more clearly you hear the signal from your Love (which is your heart’s truth, your Twin Flame and Me). So symbols appear just when it began to seem impossible. The clouds part, you see a shaft of light. There is a rainbow, and an eagle. Birds appear whose wings are gold. They show up in the darkness of the forest of impediments and the darkness of duality. You know you are getting near! You also know there is a key – a secret you must find in order to make it to the castle. Without this key the dragon doesn’t matter because you will never find the way across that last great chasm that protects the dragon’s lair. You reach the edge of the precipice. You can feel the dragon’s searing heat. You feel as if hell itself is breaking loose before you as you sense the dragon’s lair. You see the castle, shining, upon the top of a great mountain of silver rock. Its turrets look golden and it seems to disappear right into the glorious sunset whose colors are magnificent, like none you have ever seen. Yet before you is a chasm as wide as the very castle itself, plunging into darkness as you look downward, standing on the edge. Despair begins to rise in you. Oh, the dragon is too powerful. It is hopeless. There is no way to make it across that gaping chasm – the divider between the knight you are and the knight you long to be -- free to claim your Love at last, free to kiss the beautiful princess. Free to find heaven itself in her eyes, once you have entered the castle. But it now seems impossible. All the people were right! Whatever moved you to do such a thing as this? Then, quaking, you realize your deepest fear – the dragon is coming after you! And with your every thought he is closer and his horrible roar is almost unbearable. It drops you to your knees in agony; you hold your ears but nothing shuts out the noise. It is as if it is within your own head, roaring inside your brain -- such shrieking that you feel your consciousness fading away. Falling face down on the edge of the precipice, you realize that with one movement you could be over the side, falling to your cruel death. Oh, but then you think, how much easier it would be to die now than to face that horrible dragon. You reach out your arm to push your body, knowing the gravel will make the roll easy, when something moves inside of you. A distant voice. So beautiful! Oh, so beautiful it holds every angel’s voice within it! And then a flash of deep awareness, breaking through the darkness of your thoughts and their hold upon your heart. You recognize your SoulMate. It is she! It is she! You lift your head. And suddenly you know you must go on. If you fall into the precipice of darkness, if the roaring dragon (of the ego-mind) destroys you at least you will know you died attempting to reach her! Slowly, with much effort, you back away from the edge. Suddenly you realize: the dragon’s roar has decreased by many decibels. It is a level you can tolerate. So you decide to sleep and plan your strategy tomorrow. When you wake there is a golden light in which you are floating. It is a light so bright it takes your breath away, so comforting you feel upheld by it. And deep within the golden silence you know: you have the key! You know that God (the Love I Am) has given you the golden key. You sense it is the silence. But how are you to use it? Something tells you that you must wait, and watch, and it will be revealed. Foregoing everything else, such as searching for food and water or even sharpening your sword, you move to the edge of the precipice and you begin to pray: “Oh, Great Love, Creator, I love you. Let your Love be the access to the castle And to this new Love I sense that I Am. And please help me find my beloved, My Twin Flame. I know she is real. I can feel her. And I know she is within the castle.” A deep peace settles over you and a sense of expansion. You realize in that moment that you are vast and powerful. Not as the dragon is powerful, but as the Creator, with a power of Love you never have experienced before. There are no thoughts within, no sense of a body. You can feel yourself as beauty, and you reach out from your center to the center of the castle. Suddenly you find her. And for a moment you are joined! You are as great rays of light rushing forth into the sky. It is as if you can see or feel yourself as the magnificent Love you are sharing with her, and as the knight standing all alone at the edge of the gaping precipice. Above the castle you are flowing light - one golden flecked with iridescent white, and one white alive with shimmering specks of living gold. Oh, how to get all of you there with her? With that thought you find yourself back on the edge as the knight. Sadness and frustration well up inside and suddenly, for the first time that morning, you hear the dragon -- more terrible a sound than you remember. You feel fear rise. The dragon’s roar gets closer and louder. “Oh, My God,” you moan, “so close, and now I’m about to fail!” With a roar like an explosion, a great stream of fire comes rushing toward you, easily crossing the great chasm and landing right before you on the edge. Your whole body is shaking in fear. “God, help me!” you cry out. Nothing. But then a sense of Love. You grab it like a drowning man grabs a life preserver (although you are not drowning but about to fry any moment). Yet you push away the thought of frying, of roasting to a charred crisp, and hold on to the sense of Love you felt. It begins to take hold in your heart. You focus on it – on your heart – and the feeling of Love that has rooted within it, and pour everything you’ve got into the intention of keeping this focus no matter what. You realize that the dragon’s roar is fading! Then rising from your heart you get the whole awareness. The dragon becomes stronger whenever you are thinking and becomes almost able to reach you whenever you feel fear. But more than this, there is now growing within a sense of joy. As it grows, your heart fills with Love beyond thought, yet somehow you understand it completely in an instant. Becoming very still and open, completely focused on the sense of Love, something begins rising in you. It is those same streams of Love that you experienced before -- filling up your heart, expanding in a burst of joy way beyond your body. Joy rises in intensity. You feel a pulsing wave of ecstasy so glorious you realize that this is who you are! Oh, but what is this? Suddenly, there is tenderness. A sense of golden purpose. And the two streams become one golden white cascade of Love. Gold-white and white-gold, embracing, woven forever together yet ever aware of the deep embrace, Twin Flames, atom to atom. When the Love becomes all, a song of gratitude comes forth from the very particles of energy you are. Then, most amazing of all, a greater Love gently covers the two who are one and you feel it -- the gentle touch of wonder that is the Creator, filling the Twin Flame stream of light. And in an instant you are there - across the divide, into the castle, suddenly beyond it all. And written across the sky of eternity in particles of light: Love is All And All is Love Ever in relationship. Love God and your Twin Flame With all your heart Until only Love is Real to you And you are Home (and free) This is the truth of the fairy tale, the quest to still the dragon of the mind, to overcome the traps of the reversal, to lift beyond perception of (and belief in) good and evil. It is a quest that every person alive on Earth is on. Once you have made it across the divide, having tamed the dragon and thus found the entry to your heart – your heart that is the castle in which you find your SoulMate – then, through you, I continue the fairy tale and you will find what is contained within those words you have always heard, “…and they lived happily ever after.” The whole of Love is alive in those words! The whole of the service to Love of a glorious Twin Flame heart. There are adventures in giving that will thrill and amaze you. There are glories of Love you can barely imagine. And a hint of what is to come: the whole world, every form of life, finds its Twin Flame, for all are given life by you. “And the whole world is dancing and all are Making Love…” Stay tuned, then, for the second installment and the details of heaven on Earth. Once the dragon is gone, all the wealth and the opulence once held within the castle can pour out into the world. And all can share in the remembrance that Love is all there is. |
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